i did not mean to sound like a politician.

i will take a sheet of notebook paper out
drawing two columns
the perfections and the imperfections
i will write in words
(knowing that they will haunt me like a flawed smile)
i will think in pictures
(knowing that they will play without a beautiful soundtrack)
i will not remember what i should know
i will not forget what never was

i will go to sleep and forget i ever even said this.

be quiet and do something about it.

dont make guesses at what it means.

there's no formula. and i am learning that you readily catch the frequency of a whisper best of anything. i am learning to speak in new tones.